All I can now is to write my Pain and Sorrows here.. Nobody can exactly feel what I feel now.. Everything turned out wrong.. I no longer have the intention to live.. I'm tired of my life.. I have lost what I'm going in future.. I lost my dreams.. I have lost everything.. My life is always bad in the end.. I know I'm not perfect.. I have so many flaws.. People just can't accept the way I am.. I'm a failure, I'm useless.. I really don't understand humans.. What they really want?? I'm not worth living.. I cant do anything.. Whatever I do is wrong..