Thursday, March 3, 2011
Sigh.. I'm not feeling well already, every time I get heat up.. I have sleepy and heavy eyes.. but I don't want to sleep, I'm so afraid.. I have been attacked by my mind and I also my body.. I'm getting worst.. I don't know what to do.. I just feel like dying.. End it all~ Everything.. You didn't reply me, avoiding me.. yet you said your not... how can I believe?? Busy?? Yet you can have time to do other things.. I'm even upset and disappointed by this.. I'm getting better by how you talk nicely to me.. yet you did it again.. You just want me to die?? I'm so irritating to you?? I really don't understand.. I just hope I fall sick and die soon..