Because of you.. I felt so stress.. I don't know how much longer I can take.. Having to feel like pulling all my hair out.. I'm very tired.. I hope I can fall soon.. still can't sleep at night.. ;'(
I don't know why I'm like this.. I hate myself so much.. I want to hate you for doing this to me but I can't.. I don't feel it.. It just make me in such painful situation now... ;'( I really need to kill myself... Stop this pain.. I hate it... I don't know how much can I take..
And you say you don't like games.. why are you playing now?? Because I'm not the one who need to reflect.. you too need to.. sigh.. I just don't know how come I would end up in this state.. ;'(