Saturday, October 30, 2010


I juz feel she is totally different after the incident.. I hope we can be like the past :(

The girl I long know is LOST~

having nightmares.. juz wan to tell u that I LOVE U deeply so stop hurting me already~

Friday, October 29, 2010


Aww im sick since yesterday and today due to over thinking and sad~ when I had no one to share how bad im feeling.. All this are then gather up and make me sick, couldnt sleep at night~ thinking bout u~ wake up for no reason and thinking about and cant fall asleep already, it's juz continues for a few days before I went sick.. now i had a fever and feeling weak.. so tired.. Maybe this is how "Love Sick" words are created~

Thursday, October 28, 2010


My head now hurts badly!!! My leg is so weak~ Im running infinite water from my nose~ Im so sick :( due to thinking too much and didnt sleep well at nite~

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Internal Bleeding

It's getting better~ I hope it will be Sunshine after Rain~ Im juz feeling so alone.. I cud almost stare at this pic for a very long time, last time~ it's so beautiful.. I can always imagine im the one there whenever I see this pic..

Monday, October 25, 2010


don feel good since past few days~ yet im feeling worst yesterday and today~ I juz hope everything will be fine.. I hope whatever I think is not real~ no.. not real..

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Argh~ Worried~

I don noe what happened to my honey but she is not in the mood~ she didnt even talk to me as if she's ignoring me~ Till now she is not online yet~ Im so worried.. she has nvr been like this before~ I hope I can talk to her soon~ :(

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Hard To Earn Coins!!

Waahh.. I found a website that can earn coins to exchange for game coins like facebook game and even GUNZ!!! now only have 195~ ahhh!! I nid 500 to exchange for 50 G coins~ now I cant earn anymore cuz I have do almost all the request given.. must wait for new ones to update~ Happy Waiting!! HAHAHA!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Fun day in school~

Wooo today feels like going home early as I when home at 11:49 something.. Well we all are learning about setting up tripod and learn the camera menu~ wahh alot of things to learn.. like SP and LP.. 16:9 and 4:3.. some more I already forgot lol!!~ DV and something else.. waah today only learn all this lah~ cuz I used before this video camera, noe the simple thing to focus or auto-focus~ zoom and things~ hahaha the pic taken is yesterday~ and he's my teacher.. a secret shot ;p

Thursday, October 14, 2010

7th Monthsary

Hi~ Waaah today so unlucky in school~ team up with the ppl I don like!!~ One Bloody Tomboy one guai lan po lam pa kia~ ZzZ =.=|| why today so unlucky one!!~ I juz laughed at them when teacher put the leftover together~ then teacher see and can me T_T say arr u smile and laugh so wide.. and my rejection fail~ haizz~ damn unlucky!!

By the way today is our 7th monthsary~ YEAH!! hahahaha.. I see no response from her~ maybe she forgot.. I also nearly for forgot LOL~ but force to keep in mind.. the stain is there even i forgot.. after get home it will struck me ahaha!! Well HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY MY DEAR~ I LOVE U!! MUAH AND HUGS!!~ <3

Hahaha~ the picture of us I have edited~ though it's not that good~ but I like it

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


Wah 1st time play darts in school~ AHAHA when going to keep already I gt the bullseye~ and today was so fun!! we play darts, pool, golf~ LOL..and today we will be looking at the professionals setting up the very very good and expensive video camera~ call RED i think~ they are setting up the camera at 1st.. they came to film, for a commercial~ Asking the guy to do some work out and film him and his muscular body~ hahaha most of them are Caucasians and there is one black, sry not racist but I don noe how to say it~ LOL.. wahh also I didnt see the date for quite a while~ then I only saw that today was 13~ wah~ tml is me and my dear's 7th monthsary~ XD hehehehe!! <3

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

It's Been A Long Time (A while)

It's been quite a long time since I blogged~ I STILL LOVE MY GIRL A LOT~ IM HOPING ONE DAY I CAN SEE HER The thing for what I hate most is NS!! wah.. like a destroyer.. we lasted for more than one month~ yet we nvr known each other for a month nor see each other before~ I ALWAYS TREAT HER LIKE MY WIFE.. IM ALWAYS THINKING IT'S LIKE I HAVE GONE OTHER COUNTRY TO WORK~

Looking at her pic is as though I have seen her some where.. maybe in my dream~ if my dream were realistic enough~ I wud like to hold her hands and go anywhere with her~ I will like to see her smile~ I know a lot of people will say we can't make it~ I have already proven it~ more than half a year.. Nothing is impossible that's what she told me when I'm a negative person that time~ I don't care, I will wait I don noe what is true LOVE means but I don care if people think I'm childish I will still follow my own way..

I LOVE U. . . T-T